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beckyleigh 34, Female, Florida, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
7:40 PM EDT

There's really nothing much to do right now... i should be cleaning my room right now for the social worker that is supposed to come tomorrow...but i hate cleaning and i am such a procrastonater..so therefore i am putting it off...later*

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Leilani 44, Female, Washington, USA - 18 entries

Jan 2007
3:24 PM PST

Long 13 hrs drive straigh from Cali am glad I got wings on that tiny mazda I got gto lost few times last day of shimp been eating shimp for for days now this is scary, Whoaa its hot in here.. Y?

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madhousewife 69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries

Jan 2007
7:24 AM EDT

Sometimes I am totally miserable. I couldn't wait to get married, for a lot of reasons, but to be honest sex was one of those. Ha what a joke the fates played. I enjoyed sex even though did not have my first orgasm until my mid 20s. I really enjoy sex, but my husband has lost all interest in it. I have read smoking, and high blood pressure can be to blame. I have begged him to talk to the dr and maybe try viagra or something. He is content to just sit on the couch drinking and stuffing his face. I sometimes think of finding someone else. I just can't believe this is all there is and my life will be like this til death. I don't mind helping myself, so to speak but.... that doesn't take the place of warm skin touching you back, or the feel of someones lips on yours. They say people need the feel of skin, and I believe it. It's one of the reasons I get so depressed. I am a very sensual person who likes hugs and kisses. We haven't had sex in almost a year. I know I could probly instigate, but I don't think I really want to with him anymore. I use to werar lots of skimpy nighties, or sometimes none at all, but after afew rejections out come the granny gowns and my own lack of interest.

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surfer11 33, Male, California, USA - 21 entries

Jan 2007
7:12 PM EDT

Well today was my first day back with a open tooth. If You didnt know im getting a root canal. So for now my dentice left my tooth open in order for it to drain. It Taste horrible. And i constatntly have to rinse my mouth.Another bad thing is that i have to chew my food all on 1 side and its starting to hurt. The dentice gave me pain killers incase it starts to ache. But it hasnt ached yet i hope it dosnt. Iv only had sharp pains. Beside my tooth my days been ok it wasnt fun it wasnt boring. At least i had no homework.

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surfer11 33, Male, California, USA - 21 entries

Jan 2007
6:58 PM EDT

"It is the nature of man to rise to greatness if greatness is expected of him." - John Steinbeck. well to start i think i read a book by this guy or something. But this is true. most of the time when someone says, oh hes good at baseball he can become pro. most will rise up maybe not to a pro but to a good college team.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Jan 2007
3:56 AM MST

it is the nature of man to fail for the nature of a man is sin

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beckyleigh 34, Female, Florida, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
6:48 AM EDT

so now the social worker is supposed to be here in 15 min and guess what??...i just got my room done!...YAY me...and now i have to go and finish the bathroom...uhhh and yet i am sitting here typing this...i am so well organized!

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Juicy Juice 37, Male, California, USA - 9 entries

Jan 2007
2:43 PM PST

I'm having problems at home and well its not all dandy, and with my emotions a wreck, I don't know what I feel no more, its like my emotion meter broke or something, but all I know is that its stuck on depressed and as well as I am, I am glad to have friend that try to help, but helping makes situations worse, plus friends can't fix what has been there for the lonest, they can only fix short term problems and I found out that the best way to dfeal with your problems is to face them and talk about them or just deal with them, like family is where the heart is, but if your heart feels diffrent then that what it is then its not family, you don't really have to be blood to be family, but you do have to feel secure and safe where family is, as you can take they boy out of the hood (family) but you can't take the hood (family) out of the boy, but like I said I don't feel safe no more in my dads house as problems arise, I still have but a couple of months to go and after that then just deal with the ignorance of people and how they are from which they come from, many forms and many faces but they are all ignorant, and I'm not anti-social, I just tell it how it is, and how life works its a mystery, but people seem to get, well I don't and frankly I don't care, what life has to bring and the hard ships that are yet to come, I'm not ready and not ina sense of I can't take them, but I have to take them wether I'm ready or not, and that's how life works but I'm my opinion its a lot more difficult than that, there's more hardships to come over and there are more obsticles than people see but one thing is clear, for some people, life just sucks

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madhousewife 69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries

Jan 2007
6:20 AM EDT

Such a releif to have the power back on. It wouldn't be quite so bad if we atleast had water, but having a well puts us at a disadvantage. Dispit the grief it caused, I got some lovely shots of our iced trees. It was beautiful. Should I or shouldn't I get a puppy, is the question I keep asking myself. Poor Jaz spends so much time alone. She and Oscar used to play. As much as she seems to like being the only furbaby, I think she gets lonesome. Today I hope to complete the taking down of the C'mas stuff. Such a chore, it takes the joy out of the holidays for me. Long story for a venting mood. Today I feel fairly good so no major gripes...

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Brenda 64, Female, Alabama, USA - 3 entries

Jan 2007
4:01 PM CST

Hello, it's just me i thought that i had been here recently an had a lot to say but apparently i had just a thought! this month has ben a lil hectic trying to catch up after Christmas an all but we have managed to do alright and i thought that we were going to get custody of chri's son Triston but she has run off with him and now we can't even see him not to mention that D.H.R is looking for her for child support fraud- all i know is that we pay every week and we would really like to at least see him. I don't know if i'm ready to raise a 9 year old but i would if he were being abused in some way! oops i have to go and wash that gray out of my hair!! lol, i'll holla at ya in alil while.

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